evokution society post nuclear ESPN..coding towards achievement

yep, that's the ticket, football, baseball, cheerleading, rallies together, nothing like the olympics in germany during the time of H...nothing like that, rather a streamlining of events to gather in at those particular points the necessary elements to filter out what I should probably call the disruption of TRIAGE which would be?? there's been references..cherry..for one..george washington's chopping down of the cherry tree, I cannot tell a lie..something like that, biblical, go forth and be fruitful, your children will be like olive trees around your table..the catholics took that literally.. triage...cedar, how about that Cedar...meaning that when Triage was disrupted,and that's strange that you can't even reference how it was before during Triage but that it has become what came after Triage meaning Cedar?  yeah I think so..and ESPN is at the very heart of this element and how a definition in Basic might just clear the whole thing up, I was hoping ISFmight be able to blind warp it into completion but I don't see that, just this week there was a grant blast from dt)you need to learn facebook etiquette  huh..where does that come from CEDAR I think...we shouldn't cut another cedar tree ever anywhere they should be our receptors we can take the branches, there was a pile just before I left for here..at the cabin by the road...the CEDAR tree there was trimmed...we can do that I think but we mustn't take another one down not for now, not on earth..I think that's what it is...the time of CEDAR and why the Makah  population is important to this they are in a state of continual fusion and they exist within it and so they can work with my family, the Concourne...which at this point is a sad collection of DOS..my mother in  caffee yuck...well, we did arrive at the Urals 115.11.10 at this point CEDar NETWORK probably there in the URLs..has drained it so that her DOS is represented thus.. I don't get much signal from her, same with BJ, R, D and M seems to be nothing but direct AES exploitation.. sigh...not like I want the midas element to take over, what do I really want?  I miss the time of Russell but the time of Dobe is the skeletal remains of all of it because of the fusion factor because he's a Makah..this is just thinking outloud all of this I'm up too early and it's come to my mind because DW called, representational of DOS/Megan...just enough tme interface to scrape off every disk, every bit of Triage work and misapply it to CEDAR...but it didn't give me nightmares, I had those the night before...funny how I never work CEDAR will know who I am, because my fusion exists as a transpondence of that core element, the macro of my spirit and all around me people are going in and out of their own and those who missapply it, well, DT09 to them...thank you very much cedar tree, happy to be going home to my own little colony, I suppose I shall begin to let the closest member of CEDAR know what it is I need and want to neutralize all of this towards a happy finish...it disturbs me that I do not have a partner here, with Russell I could communicate all of it and he would understand and he's been wiped out of my head like so much peanut butter off my grandson's face see yes larger font works better, ok used to be that any criticism especially from present immediate source DT09 about what I'm thinking and doing - coexist COEXIST as I heard it - was a direct reference to mental hospital HERE you go... eh..we have that in place now thanks to Julia ..so Julia it is..or jewish or anything referencing jewels...disfunctional DOS..in the AES.. and the computer languages how to arrive to another planet on time and in the correct physical reference...that will clear that up
like this town of Phoenix/Mesa/Tempe/Scottsdale...is it really?  doesn't feel that way to me, so much brickwork, cement, planted landscaping, anything that tries to multiply falls under the influence and direct manipulation of CEDAR...and its directly related to my father's efforts to farm forests...the library is still intact, the one he used, there is a monitor there now, there is no passage, it is the diamond necklane in the silver heart shaped case, it went via probably windows 95 and onward outward now up to windows 10..please download this!! right, so we will, I can write this on paper in hardcopy everything I've ever written is a piece of this, desperation as myself and my thoughts drain out of the tub after the bath...clearing throat, how to understand it, thoughts running onward and onward, CEDAR, doesn't make sense algebraic computation...you can't write this for the average citizen, ESPN..just have 'em watch that, big games, GOLF tournaments, that's the only thing keeping the original family home intact, golf channel...all the time, and sports, ESPN, have to rest in the hand of CEDAR there, not any cedar around there I can think of not even in the woods close by but there is continuing ESPN I know that, and meanwhile...Martin.Morrison next door and Bush on the other side.  Down below there is DT09 probably reading yeah, reading and affinity portal DOS for all the hair on my main animal..you should see that creature, I actually touched it once, it has nothing to do with DOS in any application and certainly the fact I touched it once applied to the .09838421 AES on HCc..thank you Dale.
so...as we sweep up and get ready to fly out this is as weird as it gets but its a good way to track random thoughts into the network of applied calibration that actual mathematics will define more clearly...my troubles with use of the English language/not a native tongue and the strep to prove it!! I think it's probably the rest of my life effort to confine and contain and cook, hehe! that's probably why there isn't the russell factor...that's the human form elements of WORD trying to break out and validate themselves.  they cannot.  because they are not.  CEDAR will interpret that.  it begins with the tree itself and how many of those have we turned into actual wood?  well, in the pacific northwest I would even oblige with an answer.  I'd leave that to indian culture there know that the tree itself is like the big unix system for what we have to do, everyone keep a bottle of the oil, not sacred, your religion does that for you, you will know because we are ESPN..that's it...how it goes, ok pep talk?  nah...I've gotten up early after a good night's sleep, couldn't entertain my grandson without snoring his books aren't what I'd like to read to him, but, he's a clever chap like his mother so they'll figure it out, artificial environment for them here as well...can't give definition to anything without establishing the paraments of CEDAR like we did TRIAGE...it's come down to CEDAR as it has TRIAGE and since TRIAGE topicated the resonance of the fusion portal so will CEDAR oblige its outcome...the grand canal of the macro ..here we come...

fingers on the keyboard

just finished my 'reading exercise'..Emma Straub's laura lamont's life in pictures which maybe I didn't get except as synapses after the fact, things that affect my own writing, how to make it real to the reader what is being written about..main character in this book is elsa emerson, perfectly good hollywood sort of name protected my typos tell me from losing her self into the absolute sell of the hollywood actor, ones who are successful.  elsa's name in hollywood is laura lamont and that works like rita hayward works, a character that dyes her hair brown then black though she's a natural blonde, I kind of think natural blondes are 'it'...that's what we all arrive at after a point, my own hair going through the back to light brown phase before turning white, apparently...being sixty five now I am thinking the wrinkle factor is kind of scary like I'm not going to look at that face in the mirror anymore...eeek.. doesn't matter, eyebrows matter, they should be plucked up a bit..perhaps...and my youngest son dedicated to the writing process since before he could actually breathe I think this as a mother that doesn't have that son, this is how strange our lives are and why hollywood should matter at all  because these guys are the ones who do the interface to PROTECt WHO we are and what we have as a valid life sgtatus...so anyway..ms lamont's brain function is described by straub as the daughter of a published wqriter (this is what I'm thinking doesn't matter if I'm wrong about that fact - this is how it comes across to me  ) and here I am with my own daughter and she's the meds dispensing authority around here because my own sgtatus is so far off from that, I guess this is the stuff that's changing now and soon I'll go back to my own house and life and not be here again for a while, that's kind of strange too and why it was a good thing to read this book it's a warm saturday here in Mesa I am listening to a chatter bird out by the pool, the soft sounds of saturday morning, two cups of coffee down finishing the book, was it a good one? we all want to love certain actresses I guess after watching a movie with them in it, that they translate our own 'best' emotions well enough that we can be content they'll always be inside us, those emotions because these guys provide the 220 conduit to keep the power flowing, that's what art/drama is importante.
Lamont ,,emerson doesn't really show us anything of her thought processes through straub except to say in the windows of elsa/laura's eyes we're getting a picture on going of how it was in hollywood during the 40's and through to the 70's assuming that politics and the sociology demography of california unfolded as we know it to have done there's some acknowledgement of heroin issues in the acting set, one husband dies of it the other is Hebrew and comes from NYC.  He's small for his age because of deprivation, typical tenement upbringing that isn't explained to how the man comes to be head of a big hollywood studio other than Laura marries him, evidently elsa stays home in Wisconsin and becomes her mother who doesn't say much except that she doesn't like Jewish people..it's all kind of convoluted and strange nothing like a Jackie Collins book on the same topic rather sedate and New Yorker magazine kind of factual to a point with vague references to Edith Head the costumer whose place was taken up by the ghosts of the star wars movies who designed the Korean inspired hairdos (were they really??) I had a book on that for a bit from the library..pretty much graphed out those star wars clothes would work well for invasionary processes prior to taking over a galaxy or a universe..much like the decimation of Alderon which is my point here - what actors/hollywood does for us men in the street - keeps us intact in a post nuclear age so our thoughts can catch up with us and say yes...the bloom is still on the rose, the sweet little newborn granddaughter does have the tiniest fingers..the dog does walk with confidence at the end of his leash..guess what?  there's catfish and their offspring in the storm drains, cleaning us ALL up now we've arrived at PNA  yahoo!!

lez go see

les go see how bad the tarp's blown off the roof and how much clutter the kattz have brought to the back porch or how much glunk we can pile onto what's already out there 'yer kid.chin is a diss aster..like the little petunia I just found sweeping up the bag por.chh..