I miss my house while I am partially blinded by the sun

donald trump and hillary clinton are vying for the presidency of our country....the competition is more than fierce and while on HIllary's side I think it's a fair fight and disturbing at the same time, on the Trump side it's ludicrous and unoriginal...like a trump man would jump on my spelling of ludicruous and the finger would by itself insert an extra 'u'..that's where the man is at...destroying the competition with illgotten gain and I watched an HDTV series for several hours last night...'fixeruppers' and thaqt had a character 'chip' who was 'the young trump'..as one might wish him to be, like donnie politte was to me...always connected to my mainframe but not to me...strangely..this always worked for the time we had together, it was intense but there was a side of him that was distinctly unpleasant and we know who controlled its persistent umbrage...that's what made it good and the strong man ethic prevailed...I liked that part...
it wasn't so much titllation as it was the conviction that this GUY..'the man' he called himself..
was going to be firm, fair, consistent, sexy and so on...well,you could get him to have a piece of pumpkin pie but he was also lumbering...literally...and off at the crack of dawn working all hours wearing himself out a definite candidate for a heart attack (more than a social drinker' and then this udder chick, well, she set her cap for him and she got him..just like that, because it was she who was the baby mama (his) and more than anything, rubbed my nose in it till it bled (still does)
so you'll have to put that in your pipe and smoike it, I tell myself..because there's no other way to go than that...blessedly...the peace of a zen existence has no countinence in this k...pause as mum comes in from the preschool delivery..baby is contented the mom is back..and here I am hashing over the political arena...my line so far as been 'whoever makes the best BAIT' at the UN should get in...Trump's a nice guy and might have the answers if he's willing to make himself a rump roast for the soviet bloc...hillary is like her spouse, upon return from representing us at the UN she's got a sail full of history that reeks of what the bloc is capable of and the fallout is historically rank...'killary??'..'hillary for prison??'  I mean really, haven't seen the like of this ever...I see similarities in Trump's campaign to those of Grover Cleveland's ethic during his presidential tenure...we'll be businessman again and fifth avenue will spring up like the new homes in Texas I was looking at last night, some of us striving middler classers will exit out the top line in favor the acred middle, get us a plot of ground with our own trees and we'll be happy to accomodate this historically sexist fraud of a man..

mermaid's queefff

well, anyways..check for the roof job finally cleared, hasn't been around since..it's kind of a beautiful day, rob brought over more carpet, he's installing the most ghastly bamboo flooring in their house, it's kind of a tan zebra print, rather hideous ..meanwhile, talk about hideous, good ol steve the brakeman in pa..read what's his face now I can't even think of his name david spade, that's who, this guy reminds me totally of david spade he goes 'well, it's not a good business model' to have the client buy the parts, duh, isn't that what he told me to do..???? and now??  well, he was wondering why I hadn't been back before now...hmmm, and what do I see upon my return to clallam bay...little Gabe the pinko decked out in bran nu close (now there'sa business model for yas...mmhmmm) well, this day was kind of a bust because I made that spechull trip to pa to tell stevie (benson right??) that I found the drums and shoes and cable he needs to make the repair, and...he says, I ain'ta gonna do it...
let's read that dennis frederickson and so on and so forth meanwhile gotta get on down the road for Lions club...boy, I'm flustrated...
and...
carolschults is making whahoos about meating for bookclub...she's got kit who's away anyway...and somebody else of course wendy doing a similar flap...I think maybe I sense a rift, carol was all over my notekeeping for visitor center that I didn't total up the days visitors when I was doing it whereas SHE always did it right (and runs her business from there as well and I make referrals pretty often for her) some kind of complaint system she is using that makes my mechanics either charge triple for parts and labor or just let it be broken...dang...good old Cud chair in the processes there of
and don't let's get started on sun Tones who wost his job with British Petroleum (thank you ChristyKeelerJohnProfumo right?? mmhmm)...he's following int he foosteps of gramma priscilla for sure and yes that's the wooden spoon splinter happening as we speak
and I think CORD KNEE wheel (is) right??? ok

so where's errant son

meanwhile back at the ranch...of all the times I've put this back roof on, this is probably the most frustrating of them all..have to give this guy some dough at the end of the day...and he's going to give me some lip...at the end of the day, because he can...but he did it wrong, that's what I see...I don't know where to go with this...I'm kind of flooding with anxiety...I guess I know what's what in terms of it being a native american house...shoot...disappointed for sure, eighthundred dollars worth of lumber and it comes down to this...

summer's going by quickly for me too

just looked at the date of the last post to this website (blog)..June 2?? I am suprised, I was keeping the three of them fairly current with one another...the summer has flown by and it has been warm, sunny and relaxing  Just finished putting the last of the winter wood supply in a dry place that's always a good chore done roof isn't up yet however, more material is on the way and I hope this weekend I finally get the yardsale idea off the ground.. I will miss Senior Lunch picking up the wood from Forks with Brian McLean..I think I should go with him however, he says I don't have to if I don't want to, well it's about time I skipped the good food at Senior Lunch I think gained ten pounds this summer ;;working to take it off..will meet Maureen Kirschoff at Sekiu Community Center in a little while we are sewing on thursday evenings over there have a bunch of fabrics for my quilting project she makes her's from patterns, I patch mine together havent' seen much of Tim all summer, went fishing with Cindy at Mason's beach (shingle) the other night, went to town with Diana last week that was a busy day got the hinges for the car finally haven't opened the package

gotten back to the radio

it's another foggy iffish day here, garden is lush, so much stuff to do and cat scratched my hand with a big rake (right) big streak on the drumstick, here she comes 'sawwreee', weaves in my legs, wants some turkey dinner I suspect, she's thin but I do feed them often, honestly, bunch a wild creatures..thiking about the crowie thing..nice man at lions club last night says his cat died..well he has arms like real crow kind of a face that way too but I see my son in his person...so what does that mean?  I'm picky or what??? kinda like him I think isn't like the rushdi letters though, declared passion and so on, what if's..well, been there done that didn't we anyways, rushing through the morning to get ready for volunteering at CoOp...that'll be first, then maybe tires, running around looking silly when guys come into the picture, what's best, be yourself, feel voluptuous?  kind of oozing it I was when that all began last evening, tried to dress up for it should have worn dancing boots, that woulda done it, bunion squeezed into painful gridlock and watched an Allen movie he's always so good but there's this overlay like frosting about eh, get with it, we're past that? hardly, more about NA woman and her man in the spirit world should read those Skuny muny stores about that I think, mostly about projections of selfworth to deal with, it's all good..just thinking, mmm, now that's a good thought, listened to chopin yesterday quite enjoyed the contrast with the lousy little peddler who  played for the murderers...I guess I'm glad I'm their last filter...yep..I think so..maybe that's my challenge, anyways I know what love is, kind of used to the man's chest as my pillow, hehe au revoir

visit with t he boys

was very excited to have both John and Tony with me.  Maya was also there.  They got to the house about ten p.m. and went straight to sleep, sleeping in the beds I'd arranged for them.  Got up Saturday morning (arrived Friday 13 May 2016) had some breakfast then drove to Forks to the Long Term Care Facility to see their grandmother.  After visiting with her, we drove to LaPush, walked the beach, had lunch of burgers and chicken strips/fries...got very full, drove back to Forks, boys bought Dead Pool which we later watched after dinner of pork chops scalloped potatoes corn on the cob.  Grandma was glad to see us.  Angel sent a photograph album for her which we forgot to bring.  Sunday morning they left about ten am after granola and fruit, drove to Forks and gave Grandma the photograph album.
It's now the Thursday after t he boys visit.  I went to a progressive dinner for the Lions club last night.  It started at Maureen Winn's house with hors d'ouvres stuffed crab, meatballs, humus, pineapple rum, champagne, cheese puffs, ate until there was little room for more then got into JoAnna's car went to Morris's house for the salad course: potato, fresh veg, coleslaw, sliced celery carrots three tables set up, people got serious over the salad co urse onto Mike dukes for main course, my vegetarian lasagna, hamburger meatloaf of venison, st uffed turkey casserole...dessert with the whites Jello pretzel bars, cherry tarts cream puffs..coffee/tea...very full at 10 p.m. when I got home...
tedious movie 'how to kill your neighbor's dog'... meanwhile, have to sort t he clothing on the bed fill up the suitcase with the winter things...put that away, still loking for the 'tilt'...ah, he's built a nice playhouse for t he neighbor kid...

sunday morning may 1 2016

lots of stuff happening here, watched the attenborough chaplin film, charlie wanted to criticize hitler's doings before the word of holocaust came out hoover, j edgar wanted to nail charlie for being a little more creative than he was and everything was kind of iffy, didn't know that charlie was a great friend of doug fairbanks, that was interesting, of course, in the day with gp and ak and so on being such nerds one had to have several coats in the closet, well, today is another beautiful awesome sunshiney day and I've got roofing material to stack so off to it...